starsabovemybed's Xanga

You wont believe this

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 14:14:40 GMT

but I think I have a crush on Rosie O'donnell. Trying to find a job.

ohmygodgetoutofmyhead.

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 18:44:11 GMT

ummm...I like grew up in detroit kind of...

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 23:35:14 GMT

Anybody remember a light brown and white dog whose leg didnt work because it was all melted together or something? I am having one hell of a time.

Today Might Be the Day I Go Crazy

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 15:06:26 GMT

I spent the last few days in Canada. I want to, now more than ever, be a Canadian. The best thing I could aspire to be I think is a Canadian. That or homeless, eh?

I bought new sunglasses for the trip and everything. Computer > Internet > Xanga > BetsyVelker has the pictures you are after. I am a very fortunate person.

Happy birthday to Betsy. Happy birthday to my sister. Happy anniversary to me.

I love you.

Monday, July 10, 2006

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 14:35:35 GMT

It's a good day to be a Christopher.

Except I just remembered how much I hate that name upon writing it.

How Can I Not Kill Someone???

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 19:19:53 GMT

It has come to my attention that there are several of you out there who live and breathe my thoughts. I understand, several others Carolyn, Courtney, and a few select others may just need it as a distraction from the constant barrage of bullshit that they are constantly being fed. Here is truth. If you do not choose to accept this truth you are in a terrible state of denial and should probably come to me straight away for my forgiveness and possible punishment. I promise you it will be a just punishment.

1. America, home of the free (land of the brave), wake up, stop shopping at Wal-mart, confusing faith with facts, and mostly stop talking to me if you have nothing to say. I dont click the 'my subscriptions' button ever. My job allows me plenty of free time to click it, in fact, I find myself bored out of my mind a lot of the time but I refuse to check it. Actually, boredom is more satisfying for me than reading about anathallo. Also, I dont enjoy wanting to gouge my eyeballs out reading about something that happened on Myspace, upon which reading about Myspace, I check Myspace and there you are again with four bulletins posted about how you're on Myspace. I assure you that if you brought anything more than "I'm baking cookies:)" or "My cat just took a shit on my head LOL" then we would all be more inclined to take at least a fleeting interest in your life but until that changes, here's what you can do:

a. start feeling like you can't control the urge to click 'Post Bulletin'?
b. grab your keyboard and shove it straight into your ass until you see blood
c. pull it out and post about that, that I could stand to read, perhaps even enjoy

2. In case you haven't noticed, I am a downright nice guy. I'm nice to a fault even. I am just overwhelmed with people, almost on a second to second basis, so much so that I can't even take all of it in. People that are so terrible I can not even express. I have gone out of my way to help as many people as I can because it is what I would hope would come back to me. It really hasn't. I'm still around if anyone needs help just dont come to me asking me for money or anything else and treating me like I am a bad guy for it. I know everyone's in this thing together but I don't think anybody else gets it. Whatever the predisposition we have as humans to resent any form of responsibility or loyatly is completely lost on me. So, wake up, pull your head out for air because we're all here for eachother, whether you realize it or not. Also, dont confuse me for a victim, I am doing fine, just don't shift the blame if you're in the wrong and can't deal.

3. My life rules because I work hard to do what is right.

4. I rule. Bow down.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Mon, 08 May 2006 01:25:30 GMT

Germans

Love

Helmet

Crick

Lover

Lover

Self

Dog

You wish you were me.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Mon, 08 May 2006 01:15:48 GMT

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Dog

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Feets

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Love.

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Mas Love.

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Nature

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Helmert

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Crick

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Self

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Germans.

This was a weekend that you wish were a part of. Thanks.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 01:49:36 GMT

Everything I do (I Do It For You)...

Let's Talk About Feelings

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 15:54:34 GMT

Ever realize that you've been in a daze for two or three days and not know where the hell youre at. I dont even know where I am anymore. I can only place the place.

Maybe I just will sell out. Thats all religion is to me about now, an excuse to die happily.

I have the best intentions that seem to never be recognized, never ever. Do I just start doing exactly what I feel a lesser person would do? That way I dont have the endless aggravation of being misunderstood, trying to explain my motives, then being misunderstood again. Am I just that far off course on what is acceptable and unacceptable? Who knows.

Lately I've been wondering why we go through so much trouble to postpone the unavoidable...